have been divorce now for 2 1/2 yrs..never worked in our 22 1/2 yrs of marriage..he was order too paid alimony, and has refused..it has been almost 3 yrs now..i have a new court date coming for contempt...again..he quit his job and lives with his parents and all i got is the run around from the court..too tell the truth i feel like lastnight's trash..in the time being..he has a wood shop in which he makes money and takes trips too the fla. keys with his girlfriend.and he lives in va.,i live with my daughter, if not.. i would be living in my truck..because i have not worked in over 25 yrs now..no one will hire me...suicide has cross my thoughts alot..i now think of it everyday and night..i have no medical insurance...and the only help i can get from the state is 200 a month in foodstamps...wow..just someone falling throw the cracks..a life not worth living.. need help