I spent my childhood in horror, lost in my own mind. I was depressed from the day I was adopted until I left at age 18. I was given nothing upon leaving. I hated my parents. They were sick, sick hypocrites and I beleive without a shadow of a doubt that they are doing this purely for financial gain and some sick sense of power. Only once did they physically abuse me, but emotionally I will be scarred till the day I die. When I turned 18 I left as fast as my feet could carry me across the country. Now I find out that they are taking more foster kids. How can I stand by and let that happen? Let more kids have the kind of hell, devoid of love, that I was forced into. I need to know how I can fight this in court. In truth the only possibly illegal action I have on them is the fact that my mother threw me down a flight of stairs in anger. But other than that it was just emotional trama. Russelle cannot be allowed to have more kids. Please help me.