See heres the thing...
i was under temporary guardianship of my aunt in florida to finish the school year, but now that its over i had to come up to NC. for the last five years i have been attending the most prestigious magnent schools and the last two have been spent in the IB program (a very tough thing to achieve). there is no IB school around and by me living up here i am forfeiting the prior education i achieved. and they dont care, they just want me to be up here with them. i dont know anyone and havent been out of the house except for dumb crap, and i have done some research and it turns out i have depression. i just want to go back to florida to finish school and get on with my life, but i feel i stay here im going to do something stupid.