well anyways, anyone that might communicate re:anything with me.....should know I have never been on a "forum B4" this format is very foreign to me , just discovered today "GOOGLE" Spell and Define, at the urging of members of this sight, (I aim to please) and more importantly LEARN everyone here has been very kind and patient, and generous w/there time, which is very very valuable(I recognize, and I think that is important) its also important to me that you know that U are dealing w/a person that often has to put his leg in a garbage bag and walk to the neighbors (for a ride to the hospital , if my little dog reaches for me with a paw and as a result, blood gushes and flies all over to make like a crime scene scenario, due to extreme high blood pressure , as everyone I am very stressed as well,I know everyone has there cross to bear and thats fine w/me I take my cross in stride and move on every day I wake up(alive) and I happy and very anxious to accomplish as much as possible, I think it unfair to those around me and those I interact w/that they should be so patient, and I so impatient, I do not think that just cause someone here or anyone anywhere might disagree w/me that they are wrong, quite the contrary really, But I also do not immediately assume I am wrong , re:the crim charge (menacing second) You all simply have not understood the order of things then you would know that it was in-fact SELF DEFENSE, and I will suffer no further an that matter , bad enough that I have to wonder if I might go to jail for asking a person his name, and that same person had attacked me a week prior and got away scott free , (because who he attacked was me) and not any other even the cop(that responded) said, " had he come at me like that I would have pulled my gun before he even got to me" all of you would and could. I cannot because who I am