You know I laid in the bed last night, trying my best to remember those tickets and I can't. The only thing I can remeber that was going on in my life during that time was the fact that I was out of work on a Dr's leave because I was mentally stressed out, he had placed me on Prozac, but I don't want to go to court and say that. I don't want the judge to think I'm trying to use the insanity plea, because I wasn't insane. But, then again I must've been crazy not to show up for court. It wasn't until 2001 that I finally realized what was wrong with me, anyway, 2002 I had brain surgery. So many memories are lost. I am willing to do whatever the judge wants me to do as long as I don't have to go to jail. I think I will get a lawyer because that would probably be in my best interest, a lwayer could help my case out better than I can. Last night while thinking what I would say to the judge I was so nervous and sick to my stomach. Anyway, thanks for all the advice.