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Jake_ricker
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Hello my name is Jake Ricker, this will be a long (many thread) conversation, in the case I miss anything that could help me take the next step.
To begin I'll jump into what I'm referring to with the title. For over 20 years of my life I have been medicated and in my 20s ive just recently caught on to what it was doing to me, symptoms and side effects.
In the last three years the doctors moved me toward medicine that I believe is hurting me more then it is helping me. Additionally I have been diagnosed based upon observation and not physical tests.
This might hurt me to say but here I go,
Three years ago I was around a tough group of people and got mixed into street drugs, I was using add medicine for supposed focus issues, but I abused those along with the street drugs,
They were causing side effects like anger and mixed consciousness that caused family problems and was referred to a therapist, without mentioning how the chemicals were reacting in a negative way my doctor and therapist worried. I was lying to them constantly but there was times where I was so intoxicated from the medicine abuse they thought I should get serious help, but not the help you'd think they give me, rehab ect.
Without them knowing my abuse and the Multiple side effects I was experiencing they sought me out to a mental health hospital where I experienced extreme trama and was scared, they perscribed me medicine that gave me serious side effects like seizures and uncontrollable mind changes, the medicine was respertal cogentin and haldol, the mixture made me lose attachment to myself and I lost awareness, sickened they still gave me the drugs, and in my fear I didn't know what to do.
They told me I had a mental disorder but the worst of it was because I lied to a doctor and he noticed the reactions I was having to the abuse. So essentially I never had anything wrong (physically) with my mind like the neurogical diseases they assumed I had.
I tried demanding a lawyer to help me figure this out but it was to late.
After three months inside a treatment facility because I was refusing treatment they forced me into it with manipulation saying they would sign a Rogers forcing the medicine in me.
I tried protesting the treatment, I was on my own with this medicine coursing through me making me mentally sick and unable to express myself or figure out the right things to do. They held a court for me to defend myself but already shaken from being locked inside the facility, having foreign chemical reactions inside of me, and side effects from this mixture I didn't have the mind strong enough to explain my situation.
This is just the beginning, once out of the hospital I noticed online under a drug facts website that if the side effects are to strong and incase there are certain ones I should stop the medicine, scared I did but my family disagreed and eventually they out me into another hospital where it happened all over again.
It's been three years with four or five hospital visits, and I'm seeking my innocence.
The side effects consist of nausea eye pain, mental irritation, consciousness changes, and the list continues.
I'm looking for a possible way out of this and come to the realization now that the medicine was causing certain noticable reactions that the police believed I should go back to the hospital, it's been traumatic and I'm at a loss and losing will power because they believe the medicine is good.
There is must more to this but the key points exists here,
I'm thinking about going to the hospital and explaining to them my situation, but the problem and fear there is, they are the ones who have been putting me in these mental health hospitals, what should I do?
To begin I'll jump into what I'm referring to with the title. For over 20 years of my life I have been medicated and in my 20s ive just recently caught on to what it was doing to me, symptoms and side effects.
In the last three years the doctors moved me toward medicine that I believe is hurting me more then it is helping me. Additionally I have been diagnosed based upon observation and not physical tests.
This might hurt me to say but here I go,
Three years ago I was around a tough group of people and got mixed into street drugs, I was using add medicine for supposed focus issues, but I abused those along with the street drugs,
They were causing side effects like anger and mixed consciousness that caused family problems and was referred to a therapist, without mentioning how the chemicals were reacting in a negative way my doctor and therapist worried. I was lying to them constantly but there was times where I was so intoxicated from the medicine abuse they thought I should get serious help, but not the help you'd think they give me, rehab ect.
Without them knowing my abuse and the Multiple side effects I was experiencing they sought me out to a mental health hospital where I experienced extreme trama and was scared, they perscribed me medicine that gave me serious side effects like seizures and uncontrollable mind changes, the medicine was respertal cogentin and haldol, the mixture made me lose attachment to myself and I lost awareness, sickened they still gave me the drugs, and in my fear I didn't know what to do.
They told me I had a mental disorder but the worst of it was because I lied to a doctor and he noticed the reactions I was having to the abuse. So essentially I never had anything wrong (physically) with my mind like the neurogical diseases they assumed I had.
I tried demanding a lawyer to help me figure this out but it was to late.
After three months inside a treatment facility because I was refusing treatment they forced me into it with manipulation saying they would sign a Rogers forcing the medicine in me.
I tried protesting the treatment, I was on my own with this medicine coursing through me making me mentally sick and unable to express myself or figure out the right things to do. They held a court for me to defend myself but already shaken from being locked inside the facility, having foreign chemical reactions inside of me, and side effects from this mixture I didn't have the mind strong enough to explain my situation.
This is just the beginning, once out of the hospital I noticed online under a drug facts website that if the side effects are to strong and incase there are certain ones I should stop the medicine, scared I did but my family disagreed and eventually they out me into another hospital where it happened all over again.
It's been three years with four or five hospital visits, and I'm seeking my innocence.
The side effects consist of nausea eye pain, mental irritation, consciousness changes, and the list continues.
I'm looking for a possible way out of this and come to the realization now that the medicine was causing certain noticable reactions that the police believed I should go back to the hospital, it's been traumatic and I'm at a loss and losing will power because they believe the medicine is good.
There is must more to this but the key points exists here,
I'm thinking about going to the hospital and explaining to them my situation, but the problem and fear there is, they are the ones who have been putting me in these mental health hospitals, what should I do?
